i had a bad head-splitting headache today also in this week. and i cannot resist not taking panadOL. but i have to also admit, since i lost my nike water boTTle(spikeZ), i had not taken any initiative to drink mucH fluid. Even after blood donating. I know-bad.

Anyway, i'm going through a major breakdown too- with assignment jackIng up like the worlds hePtiesT jaCk-uP rig(okie thaT was eGuh), and my performance in like numbered. and gueZZ what-i'm gonna plant a nuclear when i don't turn up for my practice this saT- i mean, i know my steps, what with practising it agian and again. noT my tyPe!! but of course- i wouldn't say this for the viloin-that i need more-i don;t mind mimicking though too..!

I went to sUbrata sIr office todaY. I apologized for not being truthful to him and that i knew this was happening. Honestly i didn't think this was gonna be this biG, but i think i juZ took it overly personal-and that's whaT sir exactly saId," you are taking this very personal. you don't worry on this. I'm sure he did what is best for him. Now, start working out your work".

thaT's all. finish. case close. nice. And me, i tossed and turned all night juZ to come up with the right word to consolidaTe him, like i was gonna asK him out on a daTe or so..! eeErRrgGghHh!!!

and oh yeaH, i can believe me writing - even thinking about this, but yeaH, i'm recently thinking about motherhooD. it's this book i've started reading, the Age of Shiva, it's magically written with such love and affection a mother devotes her wholeself to her children. from the plight she's going through with her inner self, the womanity and the outer world. tOuchinG. sO, i've decided something. It's in wOrmwooD.

righT now, love you for who you are..!

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