a F w E : cOmbiNe n evEryOne jUmP doWn ...!

Question when I was twentiess.

2011-08-02T22:10:00.006+14:00

3 intense burning hot-hot question in my 20's.

1. How do I boost myslef to hit the gym everyday?

2. How does one become from this

to
(and no, I don't mean old and wasted)

3.How does this all happen.

AS OPPOSE TO

1.Will I ever get a date?

2. Will he have those bod buds i dream of ( I mean, who wouldn't like one that's Mike Jagger's)

3. Will my leg get lifted under mistletoes. awwhhh..~~

It's not like I'm some dumb jackall and benumbed to this. My earlier demands prioritise.And no, I'm neither maven in latter.

I know, it's normal, for everyone to squabble and fuss about any petite items, but no -not this time.It's like these extra kilos are making my hard work lesser, I breath harder, cycle for transformation to take place requries 4 bloody seconds to finally say ahhh...

Anyway,being an acute observer of Kaylories(my new friend for Calories), I realised that every single food I eat has it.Ahhhh!

2010-08-06T02:29:00.004+14:00

The Sunday Times talked about using different doors for boarding and alighting on the MRT. Kind of reminds me of my own experience at the MRT station.

By right, people are supposed to wait at either side of the screen door, let the passengers alight first, then board the train. I adhere to that. But when those on the other side rush in the moment the doors open, naturally those alighting would take the easier path, ie, my side of the door. You really have a bi-directional human flow happening simultaneously. So by the time those alighting passengers have cleared, the boarding ones on the other side of the door have already taken up what remaining seats, and then it is my time to board the train. I would be lucky if I can get onto the train and find a decent un-hugged pole to grab on.

It is like getting punished for being gracious.

Bus over troubled water..

2010-07-14T22:40:00.003+14:00

It just occured to me. Let's say you are going to take a bus ride through those flood-prone area and it is raining cats and dogs, will you still dare to hop onto those low floor, wheelchair-friendly buses?

I mean, if it is easy for wheelchair to get on, surely it will be easy for water to get on too.(wild images of flooded bus interior with people fishing from on top the engine compartment...)

That's why it was a good move to introduce the Duck Tour (basically, ex-military LARC or Lighter, Amphibious Resupply, Cargo)

choosing your course

2010-03-16T19:15:00.003+14:00

Lately, i've had people asking me choice of course in university. Maybe, from the reslease of A levels.

Well, s.e.r.i.o.u.s.l.y i can't help much.

I mean, if you like bisecting mice, i can't tell you to play with bolt and nuts.

It's a very important decision though, one that you have to analyze properly - try fliiping the recruit section from the newspaper, see which degree is most demanding.

But just a gentle reminder,if you've choosen an Engineering course, you're gonna be stuck in it for 4 years.

And i've only heard 'transferring out' not 'transferring in'.....

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2010-02-24T02:08:00.001+14:00

Oh, why are there exams in the world..???

SeriouslY.

Is it to test one's capability in memorizing..?? coZ i dont understand a THING from Marine Engineering part II.

Someone.>!!!!!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2010-02-22T17:18:00.002+14:00

today, as good as every monday morning, started off well.

mY FINALS ARE COMING UP REAL SOON, which i have another 5 months to finish,

In this finals, i am looking to go some place overseas, china and India strikes first.

Well, ,lets see..!!!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2010-02-07T21:42:00.002+14:00

Hey, later that time..after some time...i'll wonder..why haven't i wrotten much...

the same dilemma...

no regrets...

couPle of new things happened...Good ones probably...

. Final Year Project is over. No Troubles. No Problems. No BoeY.

. Final Year Project has won the SNAMES 3rd prize award. That is, for now, one of the best achievement ever had.

.I have 5 more months to finish Ngee Ann.

.I am not going for Dinner & Dance organized by ME.

.Understanding muncH's reLation : sports, sports, basketball.

That's all for nOw.

Cheers..!!!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-11-18T19:35:00.003+14:00

When you hear the word Google the first image that comes to mind has to be the famous search. But does the word actually mean anything ? Well the answer is a firm yes because it comes from the term “Googol” which represents a number (written as a 1 followed by 100 zeros) so large that it’s actually larger than the total number of atoms in the known universe.

As you might imagine the number is rarely used except maybe in theoretical and computational calculations, however the big question is whether a number bigger than a Googol exists ? Well funnily enough there is and it’s called a googolplex which would be a number 1 followed by, wait for it not one thousand zeros, not even one million zeros but a googol zeroes.

Getting confused ? Well you should be because this number is so large that it’s almost impossible to imagine and also impossible to write because doing so would require more space than the known universe provides. Absolutely mind boggling don’t you think!

Lastly for those of you that are interested in where this term actually came from, well it was popularized in the 1940’s by the american mathematician Edward Kasner who created it as a useful number when comparing unimaginably large numbers with infinity. Oh and the actual term “googol” was coined by his then 9 year old nephew Milton Sirotta, not bad for a 9 year old..!

2009-10-26T18:39:00.003+14:00

It's the start of the term already...and it juZ can'T get beTTer.

During the holidays, i've realised some very good JOLLY things.

Situation A:

Say, if X want to go to a certain path,

X tries very hard, and keeps finger's crossed,

But didn't get thorugh, and somehow twirled and goosed around,

And maybe, juZ maybe, whatever channel she's obliged into was the right choice,

or make it to be.

Now, making the wrong path a right one, is a challenge. And if i know X besT, i think anythings' commnedable for her.

Situation B:

Say if you were given no choice, but to face a certain community, which you feel eccentric......

WHAT WOULD YOU DO .....???

seriously, i don't know.But then, think about it, you must have get an earful of those gossips happening in the workspace, so . . . .

The key is to ----->> A D J U S T.

A = Able to be

D= Determined in

J = Joining

U = Ultra

S = Sensitive

T = Topic.

Every topic with someone you don't like, but forced to be in such talk-group, for the purpose of a combined work or course, is outlined with this main word.

And one of the primary things to remember is to smile and shine above the rest.

--------------------------------Lesson for the new start of term.--------------------------------

2009-09-16T04:50:00.002+14:00

my mother randomnly created this poem...

thinking about muncHs' mom yesterday about 0230am, and the ideas bursting through...

and she took a pencil and wrote it down. and as below :

hail with grace,

life is fragile,

handle it with prayer.

women, women burning bright,

working with all her might,

challenge her and she will fight,

not for power, not for crest,

but for the sake of doing her best,

leaving her life for the rest.

may god bless women,

the candle that burns bright,

the all sacrifising element,

in the creation of life.

and that's very sweet of her.

2009-08-07T19:19:00.002+14:00

Fridays are always hecTic,

either i have presentation to droll upon or some other stuff - but of course it always resulted in good ones onLy.

SharK's bUrthdaY is coming up, so is sIngapore 44th bUrthday.

sO, huPPy bUrthdaY to eacH. YesterdaY i and muncH went shoPPing for sharK's gifT - hopE she's gonna like it.

sO far, skooL okIe-i've juZ have exams cominG up and need to studY. That's all for now.

cheers..!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-07-19T19:58:00.004+14:00

naTure is a reciprocaTing essence in the creation sources on earth.

nOw, it's juZ LOST.

oR, we can still make some verY good changes.

2009-07-16T15:48:00.002+14:00

weLL, sharK created bLog yesterdaY. she's finaLLy in bLogspot.

sO, i think, she deserves a round of applause to maKing it there.

LoL.

weLcome to bLogspoT gurL...!!!!

P.s: did you know, you were borN on sIngapore's national day?? birThright, you should be a singaporean.! loL..!!

2009-07-03T22:51:00.002+14:00

i was thinking lately of page 131 of angels and demons... and could flashly remember how chesTer use to hit his head hard and grunt on how long I took to read the book, fictiously, factly.

nevertheless, i believe, the poignant reason to read a non-fictious or fictious book is to understand what the books trying to convey.

Like take for example,

Harry poTTer - wizardy,magicaLLy.
and what do you remember of it : the good looking face of danieL radcliffe.
and i saY : HELL NO..!! you should remember that,harry was the son of Lily and James, born on 15th October and was only 3 when both his parents died to Voldermort ..bla..bla..bla..

So the point i'm driving accross is, when you read a book, read it thoroughly,with understanding.

Like i have a fren, who has read angels & demons, only to realise that Proffeseu'r Robert Langdon is actually NOT Sir Leigh Teabing - the one that dies in Da Vinci -Janus.

*roll eyeZ*

AmywayZ, i'm pretty confused lately, and i'm determined to do a research about it.

and to sort my mind, so follows:-

#1 To explore vaticans darkest secrets
#2 Enter the closed chambers of the Papal sElection process
#3 Probe the little known historical mysteries of R0me
#4 The symbolism of bernini's architecture and sculpture
P.s: I have never heard the word bernini before.
#5 Join the debate between religion and science that has been raging since the church tried to silence Galileo
#6 To check if the Diagramma really gone
#7 To find out what is so captivating in The Ecstassy of St Theresa
#8 Discover the truth about Illuminati

Amin.

P.s: i think daniel's hot too...!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-06-26T05:14:00.003+14:00

When I born,I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow...
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray

And you calling me colored?

And i'm dirt?

2009-06-23T03:25:00.002+14:00

thinkIng about nothing but waTer lately...
so i thoughT of somethinG siLLy, gruTly.

Only the choosen one will undertsand,
like draconian deviL, oh Lame sainT..!

----------------------------------------------------------------------
Something to Ponder upOn when wOrds,siTuation pusH you to the edge.

But you sTiLL hold on for sOmeone so dear, you rather choose misery than deaTh.

I want to Jump
And forever fall
I will decide,
If I hit the floor.

Life or death.
I can't decide,
Was I born
Just to die.

I cut my wrists
I feel no pain.
But I feel an odd
Delight, in my veins.

Blood flows down
My pale skin.
At lest this proves,
I am alive within.

haha!! i can be a poeT sia..!!!

kooL...!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-06-09T16:53:00.000+14:00

common test, is on the waY.

and i've hardly studied anything..!

STRESS!!!!

2009-06-08T03:01:00.002+14:00

LOookinG down at the trodden path, i've realised it's not one pair - it's two.

two eyes for better vision,
two brains for deeper thinking,
two souls for better fuTure,
two hearts for timeless Loving.

pictures and memories besT keep me entertained.The need to do something worthwhile significance whirls around savagely. aIry numbness still lingers in my time space.

when will you come back, i ask myself.

The night,
it is deserted from the mountains to the sea.
But I,
the one who rocks you,
I am not alone!

The sky,
it is deserted for the moon falls to the sea.
But I, the one who holds you,
I am not alone !

The world,
it is deserted.
All flesh is sad you see.
But I, the one who hugs you,
I am not alone!

Promises are meanT to be kepT. On that i place the trusT of evOuL.

2009-06-03T21:02:00.002+14:00

Today started ouT greaT...
i woke up extremely early...woKe up spike too...desPite waKing up early, i still signed in late for class..

anywayZ, moRning was greaT coZ i met munCh, and i felt this Long-hidden excitement groWing, somEthinG that' long missinG.

LusT...! haha>!

Went with cHestEr and doris to riTz appeL strudeL at bukit Timah roaD, boarded the bus only to realie i left my phone there, had to rusH back, goT my phone and in return, chester STOLE a sticker on the glass door oF the restrauRanT.

haha!!!

I have a lot of stUff to do..!

commOn test is in next weK..!

mUnch is like paRting with me...! fOr onE weeK...!

annIversaRy in 2 dayZ time..!

LoL..!

2009-05-26T21:14:00.002+14:00

hmmm.........

todaY staRted out nice....

I woke up on time, dressed and got changeD on time, waLKed down the lonely pavement to the bUs StoP - adhering the little gurgle of water spuds dropping down....

reacHed skooL, met freinds, wenT to ArmY camP in Paya Leba camP, had fUn, meT mUncH fOr lunch, ruShed sKooL for FYP,biZZared with the headache trauma venturinG throught my nerves like poIson, goinG bacK home . . . . .

sTrip, shower,sLeep.

ThatZ the new S.s.S nowadays.

Sigh.... liFe kindeA suX.

i wisH sometimes, angels have some eyeS on their loved ones, coZ at times, they need you more than youR cHore.

2009-05-20T04:27:00.007+14:00

Juz thought of posTing some pictures ....

And here goeZ..................

. went to DisneY! Princess on Ice on 14th MarcH,SaturdaY witH mUncH .

. DhaKshaNA'z buRthdaY parTy wiTh danieL and SanGkarInII - 4 yrs oLd .

. San HLa,coLlegue of the company i'm attAched to for IA, smeakinG sparks of light on aIr, happiLy smokinG his LifestyLe from MyanmaR to sIngapore .

. On my waY to BP house, where i used to traveL between counTries to see the fosTer(s) as early as 4am .

. FirsT dInner i actuaLLy made to come out descenD, spaGhetti with junbO siZe corN-dogz .

. CindereLLa in her carrIage = me in a QathaY fLighT triP .

. JasmIne , my firsT dIsneY characther i envIed .

haHA.

sPeakinG abouT randOm pics.

LoL.

2009-05-13T16:22:00.002+14:00

I lost my walleT agaIn.

Like seriously..! Was reaL stupid act. I was rushinG out of the caB, and left my wallet on the caB. Yes, ON THE CAB..! now i can't even trace it back. It must be lying somewhere down there, alone....

sigh...

this was like the many wallets i'd lost, except that this was blessed with the mastErs of ALL WALLETS, the U-gueY.

and i losT it.

sorrY muncH.
sorry mom.
sorrY myselF.

2009-03-11T22:15:00.005+14:00

aTTachment at same company - experience, lifestlye-all same-except their understanding to me.

I think they think that i'm noT sooOoo smart enuFF anywyaZ to handle some significant project.

I think it's time to unleash my superpoWer. It's time for....*drum rolls*...

PROJECT POWER. . . .!!!

haha. oh okiE. er, guyZ, i've got a confession, i lost my phOne.

:(

I'm sorry.

:(:(:(

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-03-09T20:27:00.002+14:00

yuPP. It's the same time, the same keY board and environment.

weLL, but this time, it's a bit different. TechnicaLLy nothing's wronG, but i gueZZ it's the waY nature reacts to heighT and weaLth ceases with the fear too....!

;)

buT no worrieZ, that's whY friendZ are 4..!!

cheerZ buddY..!

2009-02-05T18:14:00.003+14:00

haZeL was trying to be verY funnY few days ago. but she's kooL, coZ she's verY friendly to everyOne here.

TodaY is mY first anniversaRy.

can't wait for saturdaY.

mom'S down.

:)

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-01-30T20:11:00.002+14:00

mY god. Never have i feLt so tense in my life.

I seriously need a PlannEr. I'll be getting one from sPike.

I have loads of things to do this weekend - my GA, CM, SoM,PM...! oh gRaviTy..!!!

I feel flimsy on everything. aNd without the pusH, i think i'll fail this sem.

noT mucH time to bLog. goTTo be nerdY now.

buT, assured, i"ll be bacK in no time.

*winK*

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-01-28T23:56:00.002+14:00

hUppY chInese new yeaR!!!

the drum beaTing and the lion dance was bombaRding...!!!

haha!! greaT new yeaR ahead guyZ!

2009-01-22T20:56:00.007+14:00

haha. todaY in class was hillarious.

attended class 10 minutes late.

Lecturer got an urgent mail.

Opened, checKed.

after 10 minutes i'm ouTTa cLass...!!

hoho...!!!

todaY was a good starT, personally i feel, with mB in the morninG.

i juZ had this ranDom feeLing of putting weIna's picture here.

NaqiaH , me and PoH Lin in the project ExhibitioN. They desIgned the 'PipinG handLing racK' which i personally thinK is a faNtabuLasic idea!

and this videO below, is sOOo funnY. It was in my safetY class, and haha, fUnnY. Mr Hor laughed all waY through..!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2009-01-12T19:36:00.004+14:00

weekenD was a massivE explosive bOmB.

nothing much to tell gretA. since, she's all busy with PsF.

the tatOo was superbly good. thanX.

oPen house was over and oUt. thanX you guys for helping. ;)

i seriously mean it when i say everyones has been to their best put. let's go makan one day!!

also, huPPy burThdaY li wen...! hoPe you haD fun of this yeaR and let's buCkle up our guTs and buTs for the comIng princeSs yearS aheaD..!

rIght now, the staRs are vigorously in LovE!

2009-01-08T22:49:00.004+14:00

Open houSe was massiVe...! haha...!!!

i liked the marsHmaLLow on the driPPing chocolaTe!!.

besides yUmmmYYY!!!, very....verY..seductivE!!!

And hanGed arounD witH li weN arounD, pretendinG to be skooL kids gOing to everY booTh and disturBing, and gueZZ whaT>> we've earned ouRselves a FREE ice-cream.

Then we goT all higH with baracuDa batuCada's ( a ccA in skooL with all this drum-beaTing wiLd sonGs) and we came up with this cheeR:

If you wannA be ricH

yoU'd goTTo be a biTcH

anD laughEd histericaLLy for this.

we'LL it's importanT for me to makE her huppY nowadays - expeciallY when i'm goinG througH the nicesT part. :)>)

righT now i'm verY pisseD whY timE runs very sloW..1915 is like nexT yeaR la!!!

missinG mY beaR...!!!

2009-01-07T21:30:00.003+14:00

" heLLo everYbodY. This is JaneTT. And i'll be accompanying you througH a whoLe new experience in NP Open House. So, please feel free to implore me with your queries. "

how realisitic is that.. . .!! haha. anywayZ being nice once in a while wouldn't hurt much. :)

I'm on duTy on JaE on the 12th for sPecial InquisitoriaL squad.*ginkY winkY*

anywayZ had a talk with li wen today, a long talk . There's something very maGicaL in her, like she means everyline she says, and sincerely of course. Also, i find many of my class mates changing their vice of directions lately-like some comes gloomY to skooL, some who did come with a face that look like you had a bad roW with yer pere's lasT nighT, some juZ trying to avoiD matEs, some too intense wiTh their projecT and some....verY some.... labourinG under the delusiOn of theiR verY own faIrY LanD.

NaturaLLy.
hmmm....sEe whaT a neW yeaR caN do. fuLL of acquiescense.A siLent agreemenT.

anywayZ, back to tracK - comIng uP: open hOuse, projecT ricE, visiT to the zOO with children from homes,Li wenZ burthdaY and, abovE aLL my preserveD golden mOmenT spenT together.

garffiTio!

2009-01-05T22:38:00.002+14:00

it's a year, a new year.

2009

gosH, it's slowly dawning.

I don't feel excited, juZ stresseD. it's already 2009.

AnywayZ, first daY of skooL. it turneD out clearly weLL, by me losing 15% for my projecT. *applause*

neitheR me nor my instinct is working right at this time, all i can thinK is slacK.

and tell me something, what am i doing? i thinK the reaL oPen hoUse thing is traumatising me already. i think i'll suB - yeaH- suB.

I've got LcL, IS-3d map, ShiP drawinG-GA, Project ManagemenT -drYdocK, computAtionaL menthods, sOm to comPlete.

mY goD..! Life is sooOOooOO unfair.

:(

2008-12-23T20:35:00.002+14:00

years cOming to an enD.

sO is all the sOrrow and joY that haD passed us through thIs yeaR.

tHe sudden urGe of life paSSes me.

feeLing wanTed, loveD and carEd.

as alwaYs as I'm with you.

2008-12-08T05:12:00.004+14:00

Geburtstag...! Geburtstag...! Geburtstag...!

ThanX to everyone who thought.

Got the strength and energy no matter what he'll do.
Al's birthday extravaganza
Was special in lots of ways.
And thanks to YOU for being there,Al surely can amaze!

Teary eyed audience, remarkable,
The fest didn't end 'til 4!
Your presence was outstanding,
Your gifts a marvel, yes.
What a celebration,
For Al, the very best!

Like he was 21!Keeping up with Al,Is hard work,
that's for sure.He's always on the move,
Always looking for adventure more.
Honest and fair in his business,
His family is his pride.
For Al, life is so special,
A glorious, fun-filled ride.
His jokes are legendary,Always wears a smile.
Works hard every day,Endures every trial.
As good as it may seem.You're special to me, and how,In everything you'll do.
That birthday party magic,So glad i could share with you.You really added gloss to gold,In every single way!

you know who you are.
Even thinking of a thing to do means a lot to me.
I need not to be there to show and tell how much i love and care for everything you do.
nevertheless i need to say.
If i've decieved you, i'm sorry.
all i can say is that, you doing that thing you do*winK*, always carved a smile on my face.
and what other better wish i can wish, but having my buddy there as what you are now for many more years to come.

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2008-12-05T20:16:00.004+14:00

I like this.

Interrogates.

Changes everythinG.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I never get confronted.

Listen.Hurt.Lose.Granted.Destroyed.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Life, at it's besT!!!

Love you for who you are..!

AnJ

2008-12-03T19:39:00.002+14:00

i'VE GOT SOME THINGS TO TELL:

1.I've got some letters piling up in my mailboX lately from skooL - i've been late to classes.

2.I'm getting this stock market stories piling in my skooL email boX.

3.I'm graduaLLy coming put from my chicken zoNe. Attended a meeting yesterdaY perfectly perfecT.

4. I'm not sTudyinG for cOmmOn tesT a.k.a Quiz*roll eyes* AT ALL...!!

5.I'm waitinG for the fInaL counTdown. can you feel the maGic?

6.I've inviTed some veRy inGeniousLy sMart geekY guY for the cOuntdOwn - but insteaD i'm cOuntinG the days dowN meseLf.

7.aNd i wannA geT a haRvaRd hoTTie - some swItzerlanD guy,who is 190 m tall, well built, obtains a MBA and oh!cHarming!! to che!!!

8.and chiCken nana DOES NOT MEAN IN ANY WAY ChiCKeN anNa.

Love,
cRazY sanTaYanA.

2008-12-01T20:05:00.002+14:00

Yesterday, while coming back from mainLand, the stars we're clearly-cRaziLy in love.
You should have seen-it was scattered outburst on the vast black curtain - i did try drawing ut the line-it was a shape of a bow.

I thought something:

look at you out there,

all out to catch a glimpse of me

and i wished,

wished,

that i had a magical pen and a ladder,

and i'll connect you one another,

to what other best gift you can offer me,

but this itself.

And i've got stuff to tell on weekends, like with weIna,vaN and hOOi yinG after cm classses, saM doing his bit to ignore us-and how the ChrisTmas partY went on..!

to che!!!

even the sTars aRe in Love!!!
so is mB now wiTh his new flicK.
so iS vaN with mR bonD.
fArhanZ with his pSp.
suRath with his High skoOL musical shirt.
sOjinI with dancIng.
cHester with Ice-creAm.
and me, witH you..!

sUper!!!

2008-11-27T23:10:00.002+14:00

can you feel the magic?

in the blue blue sun

all the music come around and make you bloom bloom out

hehe. I juZ feel magicaL when december aproaches. Somewhere, i feel the glint,the urge to smile on my own reflection.

and here i am
in the blue blue sun
I juZ can't wait for the magic

and have the new mode out....!

2008-11-20T20:18:00.010+14:00

Allow me to summarize my week at a glance:

cJ posing infront of a bike,juZ a normal bike, parked outside of our class. The funny bit is, the following picture. And i'm not affiliated.

*grinZ*

This video is hilariously funnY. Li Leng took it while we were having practical with Mr subrata and Mr Tahir. We divided into 2 groups, so when the 1st group went to do our practical(my group), the 2nd group(Li Leng's) was sitting in this room till their turn-buT they got lil more creactive.

Point to notice: James sleeping.

JUz KEEp waTchinG.. ! the damN funnY paRt coming out.

Point to notice: whEn mR subrata comes in..! haha!!

On a seParate evenT :

By the pic abovE, you can derive thaT it's another bUrthdaY extravaganZa. The only contrariness is thaT it's not towRds someone in my age, some older,much older enUff to be my granDfather. Yeah, so, after consulting to hCes secOndary bIg HeaD, we decided to get a cake and celebrate after working hours and so on. ANd it went good, even the feedbacK of DaLLY mom. :) The piC's 'BIRTHDAY' sign is like halfly bitten-thanX to my infetisimile feebleminded.

The buRthdaY boX. ah, chErubs Love.!! the cake was suPerb. It's my firsT time geTTing/ordering a specially desingned cake-with less suGar,straWberrY and sAtisfaCtorY!!

The unwraPped huPPy-neSS. That blue candle is the one mR DiliP blew. Only one caNdle. And i'm not sure if he made a wisH, buT i did....! :)

And, the cOmpilation of the bUrthdaY videO!!

The secOnd versIon. Point to note:

1.Notice me clapping hand for no reason.

2.hoW mr rahuL tends to potraY his analysis in dividing a cake into equal parts.

3.How Mrs ChaitrA gracely distribute the cake.

4.How mR diliP smiLes. Ahhhh....how serene...

That's all folks!! Adios..!

2008-11-19T17:44:00.003+14:00

I was doing my work today early in the morning, and as the sun dawned, more people-busy office-goers,dog walkers etcwas preparing doing their stuff. The day was damp,cold,raning slightly-juZ what a perfect day to start thee day.

I am repulsed by the hectic crawl building up outside,nevertheless all the honking and footsteps bothering. Secretlyi feel like not going anywhere.

Staying here and rotting, and let the time freeze.nobody moves.all stay and fell the sacredness life is telling us to see.
I think i'm becoming more of this for the current book i'm reading,which is good coZ i realise petty things in life,like what the nature wants to tell me of.

As i continue slamming my fingers on the keyboard getting all prepared for my presentation, i suddenly see from the corner ofmy eye and glimpsed this younG women in black caring a hat.What occured funny is that, a office-suited-a hat?? to protect from rain?? Then i see her stop, turned at me,smiled,and gestured a hury sign to something/someone behind me.Then, i saw this girl, attending kindergarten-i assume for her neatly pressed uniform,caring a chocolate bun in her hand. The woman in black now clearly seems to be her mother. She guides her little daughther pass through therain with the cap on she had brought, focusing on the dampened earth for any stagnant surface of water and cautiones her child.

This got me back a moment, raet a drop or two, and reminisced the past, juZ about few years ago, and undeniably agreed that i've overlooked the times i had.

Love you for who you are.

this was at mB's 503@itnemelc

2008-11-13T20:16:00.019+14:00

I had this feeLing of randomLy blogging on last friday, and i continued today.

minD you, i don't know why, but i juZ took a precious time to bLog.

To starT off:

this videO here, juZ can't stop singIng after dedicaTing it to pB!! It's been my sonG-thinG since i was a kid. Use to be a huge fan of Janet JacksoN.

:):):)

SeconD off, it's my buDDy's burthdaY, let thE pics do the taLking:

BurthDay boY!!
ChesTerZ buRthdaY caKe!!! on 5th of November@1651 is when we acTually celebRated his buRthdaY!almosT a monTh from his acTuaL..!

bUrthdaY basH!! this is whaT we do, the brokE bortherZ. we geT the cake-we bLow them-we hidE some teetsY bitsY inside the caKe-and we sLump the cake on the bUrthdaY kiDs faCe!!

And, he comes the smaShinG videO!!!!

Theese are the PhootOeZ-shOOtoeZ time:

My tsrif time to Liquid Kitchen in Upper thomsoN roAd wiTh cHesteR and xJ.

Ceff posinG while doing practicaL.

The Christmas Tree outside The Paragon-Li Ling was right-it loookS magnificienT. I was here with mB and pB-after pB's burthdaY extravAganza-and where we wenT bacK home wiThouT having dinnEr, and piggy bacKing was a big NO-NO! :(

mY BlooD-donatioN wraPPing. kooL aighT!!

Mr Tahir, a verY gooD lecture , who actuaLLy enjoyS every rantIng biT i do!! yiPPie! Some raNdom pictUre of this lizard i took on the Malaysian Old raIlwaY tracK behind mB's houSe. I'm artistiC!!

ceFF's piC of his buTT-deliberately posinG for my cam. :)

weinA dowN under my comP in pracTicaL laB coZ my mousE sestivity juZ went off, and also because i can't fit the space down there. eDi actuaLLy smiled at my cam for this. LoL. and juZ checK out weinA's bacK, and we actuaLLy thought huncH bacK at Notre Dame was a maLe. hAhA.

2008-11-07T00:39:00.003+14:00

i had a bad head-splitting headache today also in this week. and i cannot resist not taking panadOL. but i have to also admit, since i lost my nike water boTTle(spikeZ), i had not taken any initiative to drink mucH fluid. Even after blood donating. I know-bad.

Anyway, i'm going through a major breakdown too- with assignment jackIng up like the worlds hePtiesT jaCk-uP rig(okie thaT was eGuh), and my performance in like numbered. and gueZZ what-i'm gonna plant a nuclear when i don't turn up for my practice this saT- i mean, i know my steps, what with practising it agian and again. noT my tyPe!! but of course- i wouldn't say this for the viloin-that i need more-i don;t mind mimicking though too..!

I went to sUbrata sIr office todaY. I apologized for not being truthful to him and that i knew this was happening. Honestly i didn't think this was gonna be this biG, but i think i juZ took it overly personal-and that's whaT sir exactly saId," you are taking this very personal. you don't worry on this. I'm sure he did what is best for him. Now, start working out your work".

thaT's all. finish. case close. nice. And me, i tossed and turned all night juZ to come up with the right word to consolidaTe him, like i was gonna asK him out on a daTe or so..! eeErRrgGghHh!!!

and oh yeaH, i can believe me writing - even thinking about this, but yeaH, i'm recently thinking about motherhooD. it's this book i've started reading, the Age of Shiva, it's magically written with such love and affection a mother devotes her wholeself to her children. from the plight she's going through with her inner self, the womanity and the outer world. tOuchinG. sO, i've decided something. It's in wOrmwooD.

righT now, love you for who you are..!

2008-11-04T21:57:00.004+14:00

deaR vintage,

It's raining. And i have a whole bunch to saY about my I&E-it was 0.00245% close to disaster, goT called out for movIe with sPike buT couldn't make coZ you-know-whY(time),my grouP mates, this new revolution on making a new 3D Ngee Ann maP for the fresHies, luncH with pB at skOoL-yes he came over and has huPPilY signed his cOnfirmatiOn in KeppelS researcH thing,runNinG where GLL didn't coming, and me yeT to hand in my CM assignmenT-thouGH i've understood it one level better now.

I'm acTually trying to come out of this vaguE idea of needless to attend skOoL. I think i need some knocK in my heaD and casper's not doinG good out of it.

I've got projects, opinions and assignmenT coming up-buT i'm still slacking. I've gotto to plan on grandfaTher@hcEs burthdaY coming up this november 19th and pB's at november 15th. my wOhs in less than a week. I can handle it. i know i can. cOz everytime i say i can-i tend to screw up 1.24% lesser.

Love you for who you are..!

Love,
Princess Vintage.

2008-11-03T23:27:00.004+14:00

toDay was not bad of a day. Usual. nothinG much to say but all my assignments loaded up-what's with CM and SOM and NA2. Theese are the suBjects i think i need to brush on.

I'm one day due this assignment from CM. I'm not handing it in today-coZ i'm yet to finish it, though i have the answers. i gueZZ 10% down the drain. sigh.

Tomorrow, i hope it'll be a goOd normal day. I juz spoke to my I&E lecturer, Mr PauL, and he doesn't seem very nice of a man. I must refrain myself from blurting out all the facts and wait till he asks me.patience.

I'm huPPy i met the cScH todaY and the leasT we striked a conversation. I'll be going downtown tomorroW to geT gifTs for the beLated BurthdaY boY. Also, this monTh i have 4 veRy importanT things all piled up back to back.

performance,the 10th - performance, the 14th - pB's buRthdaY,the 15th - performance,the 16th

and, heRmanO finaLLy did reply my message todaY.

anD jangYong's(moTyr1) Brazilion Parlo sandal got ripped-so i had to got to cheers and get him a pair. funnY.

and i thought of getting the sandaL..!

i had some tutoring too, from mB, about cM. I think i don't get the sly's but i definately understood the concept of Qualitative-discreet and continous, but i can't difrentiate on Quantitative. Also, to put a note in my mind, i have to start reading on newTon-abouT the indefinisable(something like that) value that бx/бy has if you imagine"crose raised to crose raised to crose.......,divided by that one number"....!

and I was thinking to becomE a pesissmist! haha!!

love you for who you are, vinTage..!

*smiLing*

2008-10-30T01:29:00.004+14:00

i know what you're thinking, "oh, she changed her blog skin?"

Don't be too happy. I did not. I deliberately did it. That was because my Perfect Diary was all covered up by this Photobucket thing.So, i had to change. Forced to.

Okie, skOoL was fine. I'm sicK. and, yeaH, sort of.

Anyways, i was acquainted with much people today.Not wantedly.I really feel like one piece of sLump in class today.Like when everyone observes you while entering the class like you're some kindda ghOst from Halloween.I'm serious.

I really don't understand why am i taking this Safety module. ReaLLy.Gosh, i feel like some sympathetic loser.And i cannot deny that fact.When other's are not taking it-and me taking it-whaT?? am i havIng that something extra? no seriously. i don't want.

I thought of skipping that lesson today, but then, i asked myself how much more can i skip ?? How long will it take before mom gets to know.I'm all tied down.And, least to that, how can i actually think of having someone on my own.GLL made this conversation over lunch,stUpid i know, but actually thought about it.sighs.

I'm not being obssesive,no,but disappointed of anything this weekend.Honest, i feel my buD's are not being right, mom is all pissed yesterday, i with my safety and my surrounding, juZ mundane.

All right, i think that's all i can think of. Don't feel much of blogging.And, todaY,i did RaeT.juZ come out.haha.no worries pD.

I juZ love you for juZ takinG in everything i saY and sHowing it back to me.

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2008-10-29T06:24:00.003+14:00

right, well, i've got something to say.

1.khsnU and dHak
2.thiS guY nexT dooR
3.mY deEpaVALi celebration
4.thIs reaLLy cuTe guY nexT dooR
5.How my familie' thinks i'm a genie for reveiling some facts on how worLd sTarTed and hOw wiLL it enD.
6.How dad inviteD this reaLLy cuTe neighbouR over for thE celebraTion
7.MY PERFORMANCE!!!!
8.The name's Alvin MoraZZ.Put it there.And how we danced all nIght, under the full moon, cOws jumping over the moon, worLd waR series goinG on in mInD,the anandfuL momenT of juZ me and him, no hungeR..time freeZing..he..me...aLone..!!!

Okie, okie...nothinG of that sort hapPened. But he was cute, very cute when he told me that he liked Little Jack. nice.That was turned off. I was all dressed up, even had blushers on, and all he could tell is my 3 year old DalmaTion was cuTe. nice. Very nice. and there goes-anoTher perfecT daTe.

But he's cuTe. hehe! MoraZZ. GosH!! if he ever read thi page, he'll start caLLing me,someThing somEone caLLs me. which is very lame-as a maTTer of facTly.

Haha, but that's juZ if- MonsiUeR Alvin MoraZZ will never know my blog. AnywayZ, he was cuTe.veRy, acTuaLLY.

The resT, i'll explain it later. For now,

ALVIN = CUTE = SENSATONAL = SASSY= NEVER WILL BE MINE.

:(

Love you for how Lame you are....!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

2008-10-23T05:26:00.003+14:00

DeaR perFect day,

I was thinking, wat does the term 'keep-in-toucH' mean? when people say it, does it mean that theY still want to be in talking terms with you, or juZ a saYing for obligations before one part.

I've got 3 possible reactions that i'm pOndering about:

1.saY Ω doesn't like P, and he doesn't know how to say,so when he's departing, will Ω say "Keep in toucH,mighT" and juZ thanK god he's leaving for good and not returning to that place-ever.

2.Imagine Ω goes to skOoL or in a woRking enviromenT, and Ω's always in it's own click, not vigilant, rarely notices anything within his other mates, or even the one's that sitting beside in class or worK for that matter. What if one of the mates-be skOoL or work-leaves? wiLL Ω juZ saY good lucK with your future and Keep in touch or keeP in touch k and byE-byE.

3.If Ω is not close to this person, and when it's time to say goodbye, this person says this, "keeP in toucH", gives a churn smile and fades away.

so, which is whiCh?

I've came to a conclusion that i think, this phrase has two meaning.

1.PLEASE BUG AWAY FROM MY LIFE

2. I think you leaving, does leave a hair-thicK craCk in me, so, please do keep-in-touch.

i find it hard o understand - sometimes- whaT mighT theese kindda things mean? and i end up thinking too mucH too. Wouldn't it be mucH easier if anybOdy would say something righT at yeR facE-and though it mighT coZ a winCe-buT, oh weLL, you get the reasOn accross.

buT yeaH, this is reaLity, and things don'T geT done that easily. I wishEd everybOdy had the same cHaracther like HceS GrandFather, in that way, i know from his face, whaT he thinks, waNna do and feeL.

and i'll be aware. *winceD*

2008-10-20T02:03:00.004+14:00

sOmetimes, how bad can life turn us into? Though it can be unfaIr most of the time and aLL, but reaLLy,

how can you tasTe hUppYness withOut a pincH of biTterness?

same thing here ma, how can i reaLise thaT you love me so mucH, without me heaRing your ranTing verYdaY ?

aFwe, i knew you were coming. reaLLy. and i was prepared.very.

I can cHoose to stop all this right now. You, me, our dwell,every night.But ma, i would never want that. I am now 19, and i have always heard you for the past 19, i know i was never to your expectations, but i also know, everytime you yell,talk, shouT, scream at me, i can see you smile.

smIle somewhere down there..... and same here ma, i know i have never looked into your eyes for so lOng and tell you how mucH i really appreciate you, pressed youR leg and weaRing thaT niGht socKs , took out your wHite haIr juZ for some moneY, and how i always complaIned that you love anna more than me , but that doesn't mean i don't remember ma.

so, please ma, please never say that you will not talk to me anYmore, that you won't call me every nighT and daY, and say that i am a big girL now and that i can live on my own - coZ that's wrong, VERY wrong ma.

I can't stay wIthout you ma. Who else i have ma without you, TaTa and nineiRa.

wHo will ever caLL me princess??? *my 1000000 million babY face*

Okie, so i have to remember this, i'm seeing amma in less than 6 hours. And this, i have to remember. all this facts. and also, remember to smile. she'LL meLt at your cHarming smile. and behaVe cUte.verY cuTe.And, acT sad. acT as if you're gonna crY if her tone is stern-or if she caLL's you with your FULL name.

wish me lucK. and, oh gOd, I DON'T WANNA GET GROUNDED. I sweaR i'll fasT till i lose wEighT if i don'T get grounded.

Love you foR who you are...!

2008-10-19T04:42:00.011+14:00

heyZ,

I've got so mucH things to tell, yet none.

Dance was good todaY.I danced a whole stress out and now, i'm all stresssed back. Mom is coming down tomorrow. I somehow feel this talk isn't gonna end up doing menicure or even going to the saloon together. Anyway, i'll brace for the best.

I'd juZ want to upload some memorable pictures. For you and my eyes only. Whoever you are.

This is when my right hand become a signature posT from the faMous GLL, infaMous rAhuL and totaLLy famouS rUi hOng.:))

This was dinner for Yami and YummY was dinner. notice every characther.

rahuL: owH, yami can you sTop talking, I might teaR and bleed at the same time again...!

Prof DanieLL: yes Yami, i agree with everything that you say. You are indeed the besT!

RazEEn : God!! wake me up when the fooD arrives. zzZZzz

RuI honG: geeZ!!! can either of you SHUT UP...>!!!!

janeTT: trying to get the topiC ovEr in anY cosT.

GLL and me. I found something special on that week of attachment in her.we cLicK. and she's cuTe. faIr.cuTe.preTTy.cuTe.not balcK. and still cUte. :):):)

RahuL, the smarTesT incarnaTion on eaRth, finDing it hard, VERY HARD, to eat hoKKien mee with a chOpstiCk. haha. *laughIng out reaLLy loud* *poundIng hard on fLooR*

FinaLLy,

for the fRenZ we've known to be. This is acTuaLLy a dedication to pB, for we've recKoned everything that you did and cherished us into.

yoU besT pB..! and hOpe we reMain frenZ..!

Love you foR whO you are...!!

thE reaL roaD to enlightment beGins witH entitlemenT

For you, my one lasT dedication,for the acT,for the name you caLLed - f.r.i.e.n.d.s-

2008-10-14T04:48:00.007+14:00

For you, my one lasT dedication,for the acT,for the name you caLLed - f.r.i.e.n.d.s-

My personal journey to princesshood began when i was living in, and grunge was at its grungiest.Everywhere i went there would be girls dressed up in flannel shirts, torn jeans and boots. They didn't look like lumberjacks though, they looked kooL. I was both impressed and envious of their orchestrated ease.

so, i tried in.Influence.

I bought a flannel shirt and i clomped around Doc Marten. but i didn't feel alternative. I felt like a bury foreman.And, i know, this couldn't persue, i donated my "vintage' collection back to Goodwill, i realized that while everyone was tattooing their necks, rummaging through-thrift,store bins for B.O,the most lame thing i could do was to get a French Manicure.

I then, took the label that was a stigma growing up on Long Island and so often associated with spoiled, helpless little girls in designer jeans,and turned it into my very own move-a personal lesson in entitlement theraphy. I figured if everyone else could walk around like a rock-star, why couldn't i be a princess-a princess i long know myself to be-a princess my mom had groomed me into,my nineira had hand-carved.

What am i bringing myself here to be-wasn't what i was before. If i had 10 to spare, i would do much. Self-pity and miraculously to expedite on hanks, is not what i'm reckoned to be.

Of course, we are all entitled to the fantasy,the parties,the De Beers moments, and the sexY gigZ.I know that my expectations are high, i'm also prone to hyperbole.....but i also know,that there are thousands of girls' out there who spent many Halloweens-whether it's a tricK or treaT,or yoU get your facE slanked with muD-walking around their neighborhoods dressed as Cinderella or Princess Leia,who, like me,wouldn't mind getting back to the ball.

You, whoever you are to be, I still believe that inside every women, no matter how she describes her personal style, is an inner princess who wants to pamper herself silly in pursuit of what she thinks is beautiful.

I think i have found that in me - my mom - my nineiRa - and a very good friend i made here:xJ an sOjini.

This is a confession. I don't do this. But today, you reminded me; Michelle and Christina. I don't avenge,neither would i forgive.I'll take it as a lesson learnt for trust, and entrusT the most to betayaL. I've completed myself from a shattered glass,every joint,every prick that hurt so badly till it bleed,wound after wound,self-pretend,all thoose lies-it's all patched up now, to a girl whom you knew 10 years ago and that you missed a year or so-also by friends and self-reliantment.

I stand for the name that beholds me, ascertained to say,not a single shade can prove me guilt.

i stand 10 feet higher than you,yes i do. I may have this life and bliss now,maybe not later,but no sooner will i ever fade back again-not to you.

wOrmwOOd-this is here for a reason,your page is unaccessable.

I will always love you for who you are, and you know who you are.

bacK to sTraTfieLd!!

2008-10-13T16:35:00.003+14:00

Im bloGging. meaNing im bacK on tracK and thaT i'm still eXisting.

I've hads loads of fun wiTh mom and dhakshana bacK home, also a lil too much of pondeRing. Little JacK is hurt thanX to kalai whO biT him with hiS ugLy fanG righT into Lj'Z thigh. Took hiM to the dOc and he saId thaT Lj's fine, but he's limping stiLL. *worries*

dhaK has been aNNoyinG. verY. I've alsO realised something-my dogs and dHakshaNa,whaT the difference?? *evil laUghS* the similarity-i couldn't control both,the only ones. erRrggGHhh!!!

aLso, i haVe photoeZ with praThakshAna. haha. I carried a haNd-baG. gosH, it was huRting. How was womens carrying it all arounD. weLL, it was vP's idea, he to dress up well, and i gueZz, i sHould follow.

....................................and you can gueZZ how it went. AnywayZ, it's skooL todaY. wisH me lucK. I miss Hces. I tried callinG viMaL, cHaitra,pB and mB. all answereD except the firsT.

secHronZ, love you for who you aRE!!!!

me-laTe-hanGover-suBurban-liFe

2008-10-09T22:36:00.000+14:00

I've made myself this very so-called smart acT. I hoPe it works. tOdaY will be the official time i'm staying in singapore like reaLLy late.

Haha. I feel quite home-less, and i love the feeling. I've got a traIn to catCh at 11pm. Yes, pm!!!!

haha!! life's gooD. I've made all this arrngement myselF. Called mRs Lim, arranged uncle ganga, buT not hyinG, not a sinGle cLue does mom have, thaT i'm hiTTing bacK. And it's righT after the so-caLLed GALA dinneR witH mB and pB. GLL couldn't joiN us, i undersatnd why. Besides, i reaLLy adore her missing this all juZ to be with her fren who needs her.

\We'll be moving the TREAt dinnEr by pB to nexT thursdaY, for todaY is nor mal ones with a lil' spark-like movEee. Also, i'll be seeinG mB gurLfren. haha, pb told me sO.

So yeaH, after this all, i'll be leavIng island to maInlanD, i hOpe it's a safe journeY. This biT i'm serious. I'm traveLLinG 780km bacK home without mom knowing and whaT if something haPPens to the traIn>><<. Well, it simply means, if i keeP on bloGGing, i'm stiLL not exPired. Haha..! this reminds me of mB's bloG of expiry and birtH. nice.

AnywayZ, love you for whO you arE.

rAinY mOrninG...!!!

2008-10-06T22:12:00.000+14:00

GosH. It's been raining the whole day. I'm stuck at home-doing nothing and reminscing thoose times. HaHa. I think i found my self a new hobbY, I've became a life-storY nannY. But not reaLLy. Ive gotto to teLL meselF someThinG-thaT i'm huPPy for whaT i'm doinG or beinG.

I can't waIt to hit maInLanD...!!

I've goT 2 buD burthdaY in a roW..! and i'm stiLL thinkinG,ponDerinG>>!!!

alsO, i have got a hair-cuT..! now i'm like hair-less. I told this stylisT i only wanT to geT it trimmed,but she had a whole chUnk oFF...!! aargHH!! whaT wiLL srimaThi banU krisHnan saY..! she's gonna banE me from my perfOrmance..!!!

But..buT..but...i've got my costUme all stiched...! oh, come on'..! my hair goTTo grOw by the 14th of 11th..!!!

AnywayZ, love you foR who you arE!!!!

attacHmenT-endinG-saD

2008-09-28T07:01:00.000+14:00

I hate to realise time pass too quickly. I've started accepting the lifestlye in my attachment place, and all suddenly, when i'm almost reaching-i've realsied it's the 2nd last week. ANd coming monday, will be my last.

sheesH.

I/m looking forward for skOOL to sTart too. I can get to hang around and taste the pit of life in the tip of my tongue.!!! isn'T that life.

AnywayZ, love you for whaT you are.

F1 racE!!

2008-09-25T00:16:00.000+14:00

I wanTed to go for race - i called mom - bragged about the 1st time singaPores holding sucH amaTeuR things, a street racE, the kooL 3 day sTraighT thing, told her how kooL it was if my face coulD get aired on screen,the cheerinG,gaLLops i'll do-then she saiD "wow it's kooL. reaLLy kooL gurL. NO. StaY at home.Bye, lovE you"

anD i saId "yeaH ma, yoU besT. Love ya Too"

basicaLLy, i've wasted my 30% wave from my mastercard and also that i couldn't hang out with my mates @ HceS.

AnywayZ, no worrieS. I'm kooL.

i"m dumB..!

2008-09-19T20:40:00.000+14:00

i think, i am really dumb. and i've not realised thhis for all this while. Mr DanieLL had to scream "mamma-mIa" reaL lod-i got embaressed at first but juZ smiled,ignored the look everyone was giving

i think that's it, this is the limit. haha. i wont wanT to ask him anyThing again. reaLLy. until i've fed my self with enougH knowledge and that i am sure i can carry meself infront of him.

I mean, doing the graph,who was dilip thinking i was, einstien>>? i've never, i accept , done this in sOOL or what so ever. If learning is must,then i would. But with nothing in mind,construCt a hiGh and low tide grapH..?

imposibble. I know. Let's see what's it gonna turn out to be.

rigbT now - Luka chuPPi bY Lata MangeshKar from RanG de basanTi on RahuLz ipoD.

SaturDaY-gruntZ

2008-09-13T21:35:00.000+14:00

well, it's not really gruntz. I juZ

attachMenT-FierrY enD

2008-09-12T20:30:00.000+14:00

I almosT got scolding from my big boss todaE. I was called in coZ Mr ChoPra wanted to see me. And so i went, scared though. Then he said "I told you not to siT on the table riGht" . I said "yes". And he wenT,m tone a lil deeper "Then whY do you siT on sTiLL??"

wELL, I ALMOST cried, i looked down. and did not reply. and then he said "go"

so i went out. ActuaLLy when he said go, I wanted to ask him, go where? buT, thanK goD it vanishEd. as for now, i am hoping that my attachment ends. But there's this better paRt,. the collegues are koOL here.

Like totaLLy..!

This is the weeK 3.

unpredictabLe LudacrIs

2008-09-04T20:10:00.000+14:00

I think, like right now-hard to believe though, like seriOusLy that my propoGenDa of neTworkIng is seriousLy increasinG. I mean, like you see with all this new stuffz COMING around, i'm like in HungaRy saying that i wanT rice insteaD of potatao.

i'M NOT SURE THAT well, theY might be properLy insane-buT i know i am.

Like seriuousLy.

2006-10-18T03:50:00.000+14:00

hMmmm....how does one potray themselves infront of a series of people without changing onez true indentity...if say...one is a much jovial or rather socialised person..going out....d

un the others find it a mutal embaressment...or is it juZ how the world act towards it....

is tAt a waY wheRe an untouGht methoD hAs implineD thrOugh us all..until the verY core thAt if somEthing absUrd or rather luNatic haPpening fortH..we juZ tenD to looK mystique...

...oR is tAt a soleminised waY of being naive...?Y dun theY agrEee eveN its juz show...dun thOOse performIng feEl clamped....?

. . . . . .. or iS tAt a sigN thAt thinGZ arE suppOsed to progrEss..for bettEr on. . .